escapril day twenty one - knackered

Apr. 21st, 2025 05:12 pm
leanwellback: enjolras (lower half of face and shoulder) (film- we all want to change the world)
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the knackermen used to come
to clear away dead or dying animals
the sick and injured
they'd take the carcasses
and turn them into something else
that they could sell
and burn whatever was left over
now the knacker's yard
is the palace at parliament
picking off the old and sick
the weak and hurting, those deemed
unfit for human consumption
they render our bodies
for profit

escapril day twenty - buttons

Apr. 21st, 2025 04:47 pm
leanwellback: dean on the laptop (spn- this is a job for ...THE INTERNETS!)
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there's something so satisfying about a button
something you can push and feel it give
and know you've initiated
a process
tapping a screen just isn't the same
it's hard and unyielding
give me back the buttons
give me knobs and dials and switches
then maybe we'd have an easier time
turning things
off

escapril day nineteen - visit

Apr. 19th, 2025 05:46 pm
leanwellback: crowley sitting in an ornate chair looking pensively off to the left (go- kyrie eleison)
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It used to be going back home,
but then home changed where it was
and who it was.
Now I'm only visiting,
just passing through,
touching base with people who remember
a version of me
that no longer exists --
who rarely come to see
what my life looks like now.
The line between love and obligation
gets harder to define,
and those 179 miles of distance
make it blurrier with each year.
Now travelling 600 miles further,
to go where another piece of my heart is,
feels more like being home
than going back
to where I came from.

escapril day eighteen - home fire

Apr. 19th, 2025 10:43 am
leanwellback: louis standing in the crypt of the theatre des vampires while it burns, holding a scythe (vc- merciful death)
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the letter came too late
a gasp of fear scribbled in the night
sent out in search of comfort
from the arms that had brushed away
so many bad dreams
in years gone by
the fires burned faster than I could ride
it came too late to hold you again
to whisper comforting lies
as the village was razed to the ground
the smoke and embers that remained caught
my broken heart
and set my anger ablaze
I will bide my time
I will stoke my vengeance
I will keep the home fire burning in my chest
until it engulfs
the one who snuffed out
the light of my life

***

a day late with this one. it was a sleepy feeling day yesterday. alex and I went to the gym late morning and then we went for a board game afternoon/evening with one of his friends and then I had to do circuits pacing the flat to get my steps in for the day lmao. anyway, brain was not happening for poetry last night but here we go. fully just pulled this from cadmus, my fire genasi paladin in alex's d&d campaign.

escapril day seventeen - crowning

Apr. 17th, 2025 08:40 pm
leanwellback: trees in a misty forest with a mossy floor (stock- to lose my mind and find my soul)
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the woodland held audience today,
calling me to come and bear witness
to its majesty.
the birds heralded the morning,
the hushed chatter of water
underscoring their chorus,
as the river glided by
with diamonds sparkling
upon its slender neck.
the air was fragrant, perfumed
with apple blossom and honeysuckle.
I weaved between the slender trees
delicately dancing across dappled leaves
and when I stopped to bask
in the stillness
awed by the arbors, bowing to each bough,
a passing cloud curtsied with the breeze
and the sun came forth,
crowning the canopy with golden light

escapril day sixteen - worm and bone

Apr. 16th, 2025 05:30 pm
leanwellback: steve straining to hold up his shield against an attack (film- hold the line)
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the darkness comes to quell the light within
and turn your bright heart into cold, hard stone.
you must go on living, don't let them win

they'll tell you your existence is a sin
and cast you out to perish or atone.
the darkness comes to quell the light within

they would see your soul withered, paper thin,
'til you're down with the worms; nothing but bone.
you must go on living, don't let them win

they want you to stop before you begin,
to recage the ones who've already flown.
the darkness comes to quell the light within

but you are the angel dancing on a pin,
you are the star that will not be outshone!
you must go on living, don't let them win

don't ask, just tell them: we have always been,
remember that you are never alone.
when darkness comes to quell the light within
you must go on living, don't let them win

*

I had planned on doing something macabre for today's prompt when I first saw it, but given the latest bullshit in my country, I decided to go defiant instead. fuck TERFs and all the nazi scum they run with. have a villanelle about it.

escapril day fifteen - poise

Apr. 15th, 2025 03:41 pm
leanwellback: shot from pride & prejudice 2005, lizzie sat below a tree (film- out here in the fields)
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I took a photo of you once
We were in an art gallery
One of our first trips together
You stopped to look at a painting
A still life
A vase full of flowers
You paused mid motion, one foot still out
Delicately pointed
Years of dance lending you effortless grace
The gold of your jumper matched the frame
Your wine red leggings mirrored in the painted petals
So elegant and beautiful
Poised
Like the elegant stems in the image you studied
As I studied you and captured my own still life

*

we're currently sitting in frankfurt airport, waiting for our connection. triad spring break starts soooon ❤️

escapril day fourteen - swallow

Apr. 14th, 2025 05:21 pm
leanwellback: lestat and nicolas standing with their faces close, lestat's finger on nicki's cheek (vc- mine (and you could be))
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they say absence makes the heart grow fonder
they say nothing of hunger
of thirst

as the time passes and the distance remains
my cravings grow to fill the space between
and consume

so when we are close enough once more to touch
to feel, to smell, to taste, I long
to feast

knowing that all too soon we must fast once more
I savour the taste of you on my tongue
and swallow

escapril day thirteen - amber

Apr. 13th, 2025 04:46 pm
leanwellback: illustration of a dragon flying in front of a sunset (stock- here there be dragons)
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wait
the colour of caution
don't linger in this liminal space
or you may find yourself
static

slow
the mellifluous ooze
sapping the life from any caught here
trapped and frozen in time
solid

set
inside a silver claw
the tears of the heliades glow
with the light of the sun
endless

escapril day twelve - coagulate

Apr. 12th, 2025 11:50 am
leanwellback: commander shepard looking battleworn but determined (me- i'd say i take 5 out of 6)
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they beat us down and bruise our hearts
they spill our blood and wash their hands
but we coagulate
we join together, solidify
wipe the sweat from our brows
fists up, coming out
we rise for another round

escapril day eleven - rust

Apr. 11th, 2025 10:55 am
leanwellback: louis on the floor of a church altar reclining back, lestat crouched beside him his hand on louis's chest imploringly (vc- offer me that deathless death)
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chipped paint on a metal surface revealing an area of rust shaped like a loveheart


the bright blue hue of the playground
is chipped and worn, flaking away
where small hands have gripped again
and again, pigment slowly eroding
in one part it has gone completely
revealing a tiny rust heart
the protective coating stripped away
the metal beneath exposed
transformed by the elements
the coronary corrosion a reminder
that being held means being vulnerable
that to be loved is to be changed

escapril day ten - spilt

Apr. 10th, 2025 02:27 pm
leanwellback: image in ancient greek style of someone spraying grafitti that says 'f*ck the polis' (stock- take the power back)
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Lift the kylix to your lips
Drink deep of the divine
Libations poured in his name
Dionysus, god of wine
The drums pound inside your head
The thyrsus beats upon the ground
Ululations begin to rise
And the forest swells with sound
You start to dance, you start to run
The frenzy takes hold fast
The hunt begins, the prey ensnared
By maenads now amassed
Teeth gripping, flesh ripping,
Blood dripping
    dripping
dripping
Holding the head aloft
In triumph you return
Ecstatic embraces through the night
As the fires gently burn
Wake on a bed of pine needles
The roar of Bromius still in your head
The smell of iron and fermentation
Feet black with dirt and hands stained red
Feel only pleasure and know no guilt
The soft forest floor will, in time,
Drink all the secrets that we spilt
In worship, in blood, in wine

escapril day nine - brittle

Apr. 9th, 2025 10:27 pm
leanwellback: lazslo writing with a quill pen (wwdits- my dearest elizabeth)
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with enough pressure
applied in just the right spot
anything can break

*

just a haiku for today, but sometimes less is more. I'm really enjoying doing this challenge, and have been getting some lovely reactions from the queer discord. I'm loving everyone else's work too. hurray for poetry!

Tumblr is probably dying

Apr. 9th, 2025 11:38 am
msilverstar: (elijah oh noes)
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Anonymous asked:

Is it perhaps naive of me to think that just cause they laid off dedicated tumblr staff doesn’t mean they don’t have some wordpress, etc. staff just pulling double duty? Or possibly going to be reassigned? Do we know for sure this is a death knell and not just some kind of restructuring (ill-advised or not) while cutting staff event? They updated the app 2 days ago, why bother to do that if the end is nigh? I might be just in denial or I don’t know enough, but I can see a lot of ways things might be fine, at least for a while longer

The thing is that the number of people doesn't make sense as a long term investment. It makes sense as "someone needs to keep the lights on until ".

Imagine tumblr as a Zoo. Let's say there's this zoo, with a few million visitors per week, that employs 200 people. From those, about half are those in charge of taking care of the animals, and then there's a handful of maintenance folks taking care of the installations and infrastructure, an "editorial" team writing the texts on the plates next to each exhibition and handling social media, a marketing team, etc. It's a big zoo, so people from other zoo companies always mention how understaffed they are, but they manage to make things run. Sure, they can't organize fancy temporary exhibitions like other zoos do, and sometimes one of the bathrooms breaks and it takes a week to be fixed, but generally speaking, things work fine.

Then, a year ago, the owners of the zoo announce it's losing too much money and they need to do an internal reorg where about half of the employees were sent to a different, profitable, zoo owned by the same company. Small parts of the zoo are closed to address the reduced staff capacity. Now you have about 50 people in care of the animals, a couple of maintenance staff, and reduced editorial and marketing teams. Things keep going, though the there's only a couple of veterinaries for the entire zoo, and the distribution of food schedule needs to be adjusted, so our furry friends may get their plates refilled later than usual.

Then, last week, the parent company of the zoo announces layoffs. The zoo team will be reduced to ten animal handlers, no maintenance staff, no vets, one person handling the social media, only two people to work on the ticket booths, and three to handle the hot dog stand, the icecream shop and the gift shop. There are no longer night watchmen.

The zoo is the same. It still has a few million visitors per year. It still has 1300 animals that need to be feed and taken care of by only ten people. There's literally not enough people to keep the ticket booths or the shops open without breaking the labor laws, and no one know how they are going to handle that. There are no longer veterinarians or people to fix the (always breaking) bathrooms. Everyone knows this can't be a permanent arrangement, because they can't make the zoo work with just this number of people.

Now, change "zoo" for "tumblr", and "animal caretakers" for "software engineers and designers", visitors for "tumblr users" and "animals" for "features" (I really wanted to make us tumblr users to be the animals on this metaphor, but I didn't manage to make it work, damn it).

(btw, if the app was updated two days ago, it was 100% submitted before the lay-offs: it take some time for apps updates to get reviewed before they pop-up in the app stores)

There's lots more from jv but this is a good non-technical explanation

I'm so glad so many of you are here

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